Romans 12:2 Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is-his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Jesus Calling "When your thoughts flow freely, they tend to move toward problems, Your focus gets snagged on a given problem, circling round and round it in attempts to gain mastery. Your energy is drained away from other matters through this negative focus. Worst of all, you lose sight of Me. A renewed mind is presence focused. Train your mind to seek Me in every moment every situation. Sometimes you can find me in your surroundings: a lilting birdsong, a loved one's smile, golden sunlight. At other times, you must draw inward to find Me. I am always present in your spirit. Seek My Face, speak to Me, and I will light up your mind."
I like this post better than my previous post. I removed it because I'm not really that negative. I believe in seeking the lord in my current struggles with Mason's difficulties. It's not any one's fault. I just need to keep praying.